Saturday, June 22, 2013

Summer Lovin'



It makes me giggle and brings a smile to my face every time I think about “Summer Love”.  Whether it’s a picture or a text from an old friend to remind you of that one summer... that summer you thought you fell in love and nothing else in the world mattered. Sigh… oh the Memories!  If I could go back and do it all over I would because it was fun and so carefree.  I miss the free feeling of that summer.  How can you not smile when you think of that one Summer??? :)

I’m so glad it ended just as fast as it had began.  But that’s what summer love is… Comes in so fast and turns everything upside down and by the time the leaves start to change its gone.  At the time I thought I would never fall again but I did but I’ll never forget that summer.


Everyone needs at least one summer love.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

I don't know...


Have you ever felt that any and everything you do is not good enough? Well today and the last few weeks I have not felt like myself.  I just want to kick this feeling.  Its not me and I do not like it at all... I cannot focus and when people ask for my ideas or opinion I have NO idea what to say.  I have no motivation whatsoever and I have so freaking much to get accomplished.

Monday I leave for my first camp of the summer and I should be gathering my things and making sure I have what I need.  For some reason in my head I feel as if it will come together if its suppose to come together. I love my summer job and my summer family.  I count down the days in the winter until I can be reunited with them... so why can I not get my stuff together???

Then I feel bad because I'm having a pity party for myself and there are way worse things going on in the world today.  Like I have no idea how it feels to watch everything I built and worked hard for destroyed in a split second by a tornado.  I am thankful for what I have and the people that surround me.  It could always be worse... Believe me I know that... but right now it seems as if I've been knocked down and I don't want to get back up...