What does this all mean??? It means that tomorrow I become one year older, one year closer to the big three zero. It scares me, I never thought I would make it past twenty. But I'm here and I do love the life I have. Even though things get rough sometimes I always say to myself, "It Could Be Worse." That is the honest truth... it could always be worse, so love the life you live.
I thought I would document my life over the next year and see where l end up. I never know where I am going to end up and who I am going to meet. I do not have any plans and I kind of like it like that. All I have ever wanted is to be happy. My mom always had my back on that too. All she ever wanted for my brothers and I was to be happy. I can hear her saying to me, "I just want you to be happy". I miss my momma so much but I carry her with me in my heart everyday.
So Twenty - One Plus Eight... It's all numbers. That's all. Just silly little numbers that happen to combine to a bigger number. But it's whatever. I still feel like I am trying to find myself. I'm still that kid sneaking out to go to parties at a friends house. I'm the person that insists on going to Hardee's at 2:00 in the morning to get some huggets with my besties. "Woo Run's" are still MANDATORY on Sunday Nights and Black & Milds are still acceptable!
... And I would not have it any other way.
Here's to Twenty - One Plus Eight May you be the BEST year of my life... I cannot wait to see what you have in store for me.
I thought I would document my life over the next year and see where l end up. I never know where I am going to end up and who I am going to meet. I do not have any plans and I kind of like it like that. All I have ever wanted is to be happy. My mom always had my back on that too. All she ever wanted for my brothers and I was to be happy. I can hear her saying to me, "I just want you to be happy". I miss my momma so much but I carry her with me in my heart everyday.
So Twenty - One Plus Eight... It's all numbers. That's all. Just silly little numbers that happen to combine to a bigger number. But it's whatever. I still feel like I am trying to find myself. I'm still that kid sneaking out to go to parties at a friends house. I'm the person that insists on going to Hardee's at 2:00 in the morning to get some huggets with my besties. "Woo Run's" are still MANDATORY on Sunday Nights and Black & Milds are still acceptable!
... And I would not have it any other way.
Here's to Twenty - One Plus Eight May you be the BEST year of my life... I cannot wait to see what you have in store for me.
You and I are in the same boat this year! lol..I still like huggets at 2:00am and miss Woo Run's more than you'll ever know!
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